my sadness of the night

tonight,
the sadness had been covered up my body and my soul
how long i had not been crying for sadness?
is not i did not feel sad
is not i did not unhappy
is just that i use to tell myself "no worry" "is ok" "i will be fine" "i can handle" ...
the fact is , am i really can handle?

let's face the sun so the shadow will be behind us
i am the San
i love to shine people
i will shine myself if and only if i look at the mirror
which i will choose to look at the mirror when i am alone

sad is a kind of feeling
feel the sadness
and after that
the sadness will over
it will pass
so i can put on my smile again (:
and
be happy !!